now i know...

so...uhmmm...regarding to the question that many people ask me [bakit di ako nagsasalita or stuff like that...] uh...ok fine...i'll answer your question now...

ganito kasi un e...when people ask me to speak, i don't take that opportunity. when i want to speak, i can't find a chance [example, kung magre-recite ako at hindi naman natawag kahit bibihira lang, iiyak ako sa loob-looban ko...sori. iyakin talaga ako.] para bang ganun...kasi alam kong kapag sumingit na lang ako sa usapan, parang, napaka-surprising naman di ba [di nga ako nakikipag-usap and people praise me for speaking...why not treat it as normal? *sniff*] hindi rin un magalang...

so...especially to adelfa...ok lang naman sa aking makipag-usap pero problema kasi ung pag-praise. ok rin namang mag-lead...[actually, marami-rami na rin akong suggestions from our choir. mga vocalization & relaxation na rin] pero un nga...i can't find a chance.

well...sana naintindihan nio...i'm just expressing myself... :')